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Hey Guys!!

not that anyone cares. and if so---in code gnicreip s stog i


PURFECT:)


I just like to say I am super happy. I had a wonderful evening with two great guys one of them happened to be my guy.. and just its so great. I like knowing my boyfriend has a life outside of home. 
He got me a super cute Panda hat and a FurReal Friends Panda BABY! its our baby ahahaha.. It LAUGHS,YAWNS,BURPS,SLEEP AND PLAYS PEEK-A-BOO...


so fucking.... epic

I need to do some art.

You understand. Art is needed in my life. I have influences thrown at me everyday--my art buddy isn't here. I always got inspired by us doing art in class and showing each other our doodles. NISA. Babe, come back into my life. Lets go make some art and more memories



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Keep on Rolling

I Bloody Love You

I fucking Love Juice

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• Listening to: some jazz
• Reading: Same as below
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Silly Self Portrait

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Dear Dad.

I feel really bad that I didn't say goodbye. It was wrong of me. I vow that I will spend more time with you. I see you have no one left and I will make an effort to make you feel happy again. You are worth allot to me emotionally and I love you a lot. I am so sorry I didn't go to the Houver with you today, I miss our museum walks or our regular walks. I will make you dinner some time. 
  
           You must understand though, I have been through a lot. I am focusing on work (not right now though), just I like following my heart. I like having that special someone, I feel like I don't want the same outcome as you and my mother has had. I have gotten hurt tremendously in the relationships that  you knew of. I am really happy now though. I get respected and loved. I get held saying how beautiful I am and how amazing I am. I need this--my life was spiraling down hill and now I have found this wonderful person someone I deserve and I won't let go. 


         You will always be my father and I will always love you. I will focus on school don't worry, and maybe I do need a relationship in my life, but I start to realize what a romantic I am and I enjoy it. Especially with the person I am with. Have you ever gotten that feeling where everything keeps on moving around you when you think everything is still cause you are in love? I get that a lot with Pat. We can stare into each others eyes all day---corny I know, but what else can you describe the feeling that is more than infatuation? 


          I do not want to loose this happiness and love, who knows when you will find it again? I don't even want to, I am happy where I am. I love you a lot dad, and I thought I should give you my sincere apologies and response to why our time together has been a bit limited. 


I love you

This is what I call "Art"

Loved the book. Grew up with it and the drawing:

To love and to Be loved

"From you to me"--To love and be loved

Deer :0

Not done.

Amazing Quote

                         For You Dimebag 

"We can cry because he's gone, or smile because he lived"

Charles Starkweather (November 24, 1938 – June 25, 1959)

Killing Spree (11 people)

Moi :]

Tis' Moi

Review on Kajal Magic Pencil (Eyeliner)

$23 bucks
Worth it?
no. its like putting crayon oil on your eyes.
Smears a lot.
No biggie tho.

Sketch of Pat :)

Yay :) I think it is cool. Got inspired by a clip from Waking Life

New Eyeliner?

I will write a review on this after I get it.

 Givenchy Magic Kajal Eye Pencil

$21.50 @ Sephora.

Everyone complained because it was smudgy, but what more can I want!

Republican

I think I realized why my views changed to conservatism. I hate change. Slow change is good. Abrupt changes... not good

Best Places to Get Lost(IMO)

Venice Canals

My House in Baja California

San Jose (Uncle and Aunts House)

Humboldt

Best places to read and get lost in your imagination

(yes this includes my house in Italy)

Funny Inappropriate Pictures :) xxx

So..

lets see. I really like this guy. like. love this guy. silly right? I THINK NOT. You never know when you get hit in the face with a new door when you opened the last one. This door is made out of candy!!

Shows

I like:

• bones
• adventure time
• lie to me
• castle
• chowder
• mis-adventures of flap jack
• community
• desperate house wives
• jersey shore
• family guy
• american dad
• the office

Pearl Jam

Tour!

I say i shall go and see the most awesome people in the world. Rick and Sandy!!<3

ADVENTURE TIME POST!

So i have decided my undying love for adventure time should be appreciated. I think I will be Finn and i will find a trusty partner to be jake! <3!

Epic?

my fellow lovers

Adult Swimm-inated

Hey wake up!
WAKE UP.
Do you know what time it is?
ADVENTURE TIME*sword


Yeah. It's pretty much like that.

Derp

Oh no. where has the love of bloggin gone?

EF.FU

I've moved along quite nicely.  Life is so perfect and grand. So how about YOU. and you know who you are... just fucking be happy instead of putting others down when you "put your last nail in your coffin". Look at what you are doing THEN. maybe. MAYBE. u can talk about what my life holds

Misses Taking Photography

How about you come here.
I will shoot and you will pose
Capture time, its now froze.
Its my purpose to grasp onto the scene.
With your eyes having that certain sheen.
The goodness the reflection of the thirst
For your a female and your heart is cursed
I have captured that pain and here I am
This picture is yours and you are my madame
I hold it up its the one I most adore
Your lips your touch the love. So sore
Crawl into my arms for this picture I took
Has this special look
Let me take care of you ...


please let me take care of you








now to the real point. i wanna take more film now

what?

I enjoy this thing called formspring. 
problem is, i do not enjoy some "thing" of the past say I am lying about what i said.
get over your self

Play your music Bill

Christmas Time

i want to go to SAN JOSE now. 
i want the feeling of entering the town and knowing
this is where i was ment to be.
that feeling of fresh breakfasts in the morning
killer is sqwaking 
its the most perfect weather
jazz...
jazz
it plays in their garden
in all the rooms of their house
why does ordinary coffee seem like heaven over there
i want to go now. the freaking jazz
the heated marble floors
the jazz.

Doc.

What Can I Say??

I am in love with these shoes!

oh...AND THESE.



Hey Santa?

Make my love come onto my feet
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Sweet

It got up there in being almost as good as the original

Adventure Time :)

I drew jake and fin on my arm with sharpie :D Hideous photo though. Cute drawings.

Jazz

A couple places I want to hit up before I go :)

• http://www.harvelles.com/
• http://angelssantamonica.com/
• Culver Club

Robber of Joan Jett

This is going to be the hair I get tomorrow. I got it once last year. LOVED it beyond all means. Now I am getting it again :D cant wait.




OH


btw, someone broke into my house.. while I was there. Best part... I was watching Bones and I was going to run after them too :D