That salt on my tongue
was like heaven
that foreign taste
mhm
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i hear- i feel like this was meant to happen
it is what ive always wanted to hear
this is so great
i will just make sure this prospers
this is so worth it
if everything is in tip top shape
what is wrong with me then
i couldnt want anything more
why do i feel this way
I shouldnt
I cant help it
I believe in buddhism and not christianity
i believe in God and not Buddah
No i wish this peacefulness and this power that you know will ALWAYS be there... was actually there
I watched a short film today about all these galaxies. I am convinced. Where could these things could of have possibly come from. there are BILLIONS and A BILLION MORE galaxies we can and can not see... I think they are the souls, this blasting almost infinite long energy bursts. I feel the weak souls are the red ones. the ones that have been given a second chance but still dies out. The blue ones are the ones who just got there or the ones with strong everlasting souls. So i think where we go now.... we go out into the open blackness of the hole above us
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| What's your name?: | Alicia |
| Do you still attend school?: | Yes |
| How tall are you?: | 5ft 7 in |
| Do you wish you were taller or shorter?: | No |
| Do you wear glasses/contacts?: | No |
| What color is your hair?: | Black/Red |
| What color are your eyes?: | Grey |
| Your best physical feature:: | Neck? |
| Your best personality trait:: | Being accepting and open |
| Favorites | |
| Color?: | Black+White |
| Non-alcoholic drink?: | Apple Juice |
| Food?: | Ceaser Salad |
| Genre of music?: | Ambient Electronic |
| Band?: | HORSE the Band |
| Singer?: | Manson |
| Movie?: | Il Postino |
| Actor?: | Emile Hirsch |
| Television show?: | King of Queens |
| Current song?: | Shapeshift |
| Concert you've attended?: | Jazz Concert-forgot who though |
| School project you've done?: | Research Paper on Electric Chair |
| Place to be?: | Somewhere calm and quiet |
| Book?: | Pillars of the Earth |
| Person to be with?: | Patrick |
| Flower?: | Lily-single Rose |
| Website?: | Mine |
| Ice cream flavor?: | Cookies and Cream |
| Pizza topping?: | Pepperoni |
| State?: | Texas |
| Country?: | London |
| Culture?: | Italian-duh |
| Religion?: | Buddhism |
| Politician?: | Palin (hah) |
| U.S. President?: | Not this one. |
| Language?: | Swahili |
| School subject?: | Science, History |
| Accent?: | French |
| Moment in History?: | 1930's early 40's |
| Thing about Bzoink?: | what. |
| This or That | |
| Eat or drink?: | Eat |
| Watch a movie or T.V.?: | Tv |
| Books or magazines?: | Books |
| Color or black & white films?: | B&W |
| Cell phone or camera?: | Camera |
| Rock or Rap?: | Rock |
| Country or folk rock?: | Country |
| Alternative or Indie?: | Alt. |
| Rap or hip-hop?: | hip-hop |
| Screamo or metal?: | Metal |
| Guitar or bass?: | Guitar |
| Drums or Piano?: | Piano |
| Water or soda?: | Water |
| Pizza or hamburgers?: | Pizza |
| Love or money?: | Love-all the way |
| God or the Buddha?: | God |
| War or creation?: | In between |
| Meat or vegetables?: | Meat |
| Life or death?: | . . . |
| Music | |
| What's your favorite genre of music? Why?: | Jazz-b.c its soothing and you can always be in that mood |
| If you could play any instrument, which would you chose? Why?: | The Mic. Cause I can not multitask |
| Would say music is an important part of your life?: | Extremely Important |
| Have you ever seen your favorite band/singer in concert?: | Unfortunately my favorites change faster than a tour ends |
| If so, did you get to meet them after the show?: | damn |
| Have you ever been to a concert? How many?: | Yes-10 at most |
| Do you play any intruments?: | no |
| Last song you listened to:: | My Way- Frank Sinatra |
| Does this song have any meaning to you?: | No, I am sorry |
| Movies | |
| Last movie you watched:: | Something about Deep Cave Diving |
| Did you think this movie was good?: | VERY |
| Did it make you laugh at all?: | Not Really |
| Favorite quote from a movie:: | n/a |
| Does this quote have any meaning to you?: | n/a |
| If you had to be in a movie, what would the movie be about?: | The perfect family |
| What's your favorite movie? Why?: | Il Postino--Its just so classic to me |
| Favorite movie character?: | n/a |
| Books/magazines | |
| What's your favorite book? Why?: | The Pillars of the Earth-Breath taking descriptions and details |
| What's your favorite magazine? Why?: | WIRED----Why else? |
| Do you enjoy reading?: | Enjoy is an understatement |
| Favorite quote from a book:: | "Hullo"-SH |
| Does this quote have any meaning to you?: | I think its cute? |
| Are you subscribed to any magazines? Which?: | No. |
| Favorite book character?: | Sherlock |
| Favorite book genre?: | Historical Fiction-Medical Mysteries |
| What kinds of magazines do you like to read?: | Science ones |
| Friends/Family | |
| Who is your best friend?: | Lauryn Winters |
| Do you trust this person a 100%?: | 100% |
| Do you have a lot of friends? Do you think that matters?: | Yea- nope |
| Do you still live with your parents?: | Yes |
| Do you have any siblings? What are their names?: | No |
| Were you adopted?: | No |
| Are you a twin?: | No |
| Do your parents/guardians like all of your friends?: | No |
| Do your friends like your parents?: | Yeah |
| Love | |
| What is your current relationship status?: | Taken |
| Are you happy about that? Why or why not?: | Ecstatic- it just fits perfectly |
| Do you need a significant other to be happy?: | Nope, But I enjoy the company |
| Have you ever been in love?: | Yes |
| Do you believe in love at first sight? Why or why not?: | No-maybe subconsciously |
| Have you ever been kissed?: | Yes |
| Do you want to get married?: | Yes |
| Do you like to keep your personal life private or spread it all around?: | Spread |
| Have you ever had a broken heart? Is it healed now?: | It healed with a lot of neosporin |
| Food/drinks | |
| What is your favorite food?: | Ceaser Salad & Garlic Bread |
| Favorite Italian dish:: | EVERYTHING |
| Favorite Mexican dish:: | Rice/Quesidilla |
| Do you like Chinese food?: | no |
| What's your favorite kind of soda?: | Coke |
| Hot or ice tea?: | None |
| What is one thing you refuse to drink?: | Grapefruit Juice |
| You refuse to eat?: | Fish/bird/veggies that are long sticks-cept carrots |
| Best thing you've ever eaten:: | MHM Everything |
| Random | |
| What are some of your interests?: | Art, Body Mods, Book |
| The person you have the most in common with:: | Lauryn/Pat |
| What do you like to do when your bored?: | Blog about how bored I am |
| Are you a fast typer?: | If I look at the key board |
| What is the weather like today? Are you enjoying it?: | Sunny-yes |
| Are you excited for summer or would you rather be in school?: | Both |
| Do you have a job? What is it?: | No |
| What are your plans for the future?: | Have a good prosperous one |
| Do you believe Barack Obama will change things?: | lol no |
| What type of mood are you in today?: | Happy |
| Do you write on an online blog? Does it get a lot of hits?: | Yes!!!! 1200 hits from August-so not really |
| Would you consider yourself an interesting person?: | Very |
| What do you plan on doing after this survey?: | Get Ready |
| Do you like the movie "Finding Nemo"?: | LOVE IT OMFG AND SHARK TALES |
| Do you make jewelry?: | no? |
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| About Me! | |
|---|---|
| Name | Alicia |
| Age | 17 |
| Date Of Birth | 9/2 |
| Height Shoe Size | 5'7" 8 1/2 |
| Hometown | London,GB |
| Current Location | Los Angeles, CA |
| Zodiac Sign | Virgo |
| Right/Left Handed | Right |
| Tattoos | Two pro. Few jail house style |
| Piercings | lip, clavicles (derm), tragus |
| Do You Sing | no. no one has heard me sing and they wont |
| Do You Play Am Instrument | nope |
| Favourite Colour | black and white (do not get technical on me) |
| Favourite Sports Team | Shrks |
| Favourite Kind Of Music | Jazz, Metal, Techno ect |
| Favorite Song | right now, is Shapeshift |
| Favourite Season | Winter |
| Favourite Subject When You Were At School | History, Science |
| Last Film You See | Wristcutters or Deep Cave Diving |
| Last Book You Read | Sherlock Holmes Memoir |
| Last Thing You Said | "yuh" |
| Last Thing You Ate | Mozzarella sticks |
| Last Person To Call You | Mom |
| Last Person To Text You | Pat |
| Last Person You Texted | Pat |
| What Are You Listening To At The Moment | Fan |
mhm It went pretty well. I think I force my self to have some sadness in my life though. Everything is going so well, i think if you force your self to cry and think about older stuff (maybe your doggy getting shot or loosing a teddy bear..something!) it becomes like a release. A natural one. I realize if i do not cry for a while... that streak will go on and then I won't seem caring. So a little practice is needed for everyone.
I heard something today that was a bit unsettling though. I do not want to change who you are. You won't change who I am, but you in my life is such an amazing presence what ever I am thinking about--which very few know-- is unacceptable with this constant love. I will figure this out on my own, please do not give up though.
Otherwise, a great weekend.
:]
When you are not here I loosen up on responsibilities but when you are gone... I freaking take care of shit. I clean and I watch the dogs, I care for him when he was sick and you blow up at me. I freaking cleaned... I DID. I never clean. I am so sick of hearing your bullshit dad, you don't know half the things I do when you are gone. Not responsible my ass. Stop making me feel so freaking low and not deserve anything. I fucking feel warn out, I do all of my work except a few assignments and nothing shows how hard I try. So go somewhere else to make someone as depressed as you are. I love you, but this bullshit of feeling bad for everything i do and don't do is not my place to be in..
On top of the world?
no
On top of the universe?
not even close
Its pretty great. Let these stars, these constellations guide your heart into words and notes. tie a string to it so they will never go. hold onto it till it burns through your hand, for when you accomplish it, it will run through your fingers like sand, that gratifying feeling of relief. It will come :D its pretty good and ... i forgot what i was talking about
Just...
Thanks for making this world bearable
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I wish. Its hard and its sad. Its different yet so familiar. From experience and some that you have witnessed today.. it will come back to you, and you will get frustrated, but maybe it needed to "take a walk". It will come back. It always will.
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