Political Views?

Yeah, I want to keep something weekly about this week.
notes:
recession june 2009
keep moratorium on
"discussions/talking"
war? pivotal junction
 david axelrod
Velma. waiting for middle class change
5% income 2001/2009 decrease
huge promises/popularity is down
leadership produced that
clinton-dont do better vote against us all
8 mil kids college budget slashed
tax breaks/250k income tax cuts
cant afford giving tax cuts to millionaires
reshuffles in white house
mitchell mconnel
extending tax cuts
4trillion to national debt
raising taxes in middle of recession
offered a bill in senate
raise taxes in this economy-repub. think its bad
higher new fed workers
eg-senate repub. raise top line on centers ...
agrees beat democrats
americans think govt is extreme

jordan. made peace with Israel
religious extremism
sky rocket Obama
 inflamed
religious harmony
tolerance
confusing extremest with whole country
ingratiating extreme poverty
empowering women
not going into work place


red tape?
reduce spending
change business
tax cuts permanent
pledge to america
1/4 economic conditions better
matthew dowd
spending
fringe candidates
no trust to both parties
retro

30 day SPALT

Yeah, that 30 day thing. Not working :|




Al Capone Baby :D
   Al Capone.

Hey you.

I feel you. There is a girl code. But then there is taking care of someone when they have been hurt. Things lead to next and you like them. I am not disrespecting you, I am just giving respect for someone who needs it the most. Its when two people are hurt, they look for some comfort. I am sorry it is an inconvenient feeling for you, but have you not moved on? That is all I was trying to do. Move on and I found this sweet guy. It is not to hurt you or to give you any feeling. It was just bumping into something great. I am happy and I am sure he is happy, and in the end thats all that matters. the pain to stop.






:]
lets just be happy
<3

I vent.

I am sorry to myself I vent on this public place. half the feelings go before i post. you know, just people need a place to let everything go. Like a breath or a balloon. let it go...
i will say things i dont mean. 




i try to hold my breath to get the feelings of able to control what comes in and out.






i apologize. my thoughts are as messy as my emotions.


i need to find a home in one emotion.
why does my life run on this emotion.














i miss you

Secret.

I feel like these expectations i set was not the right thing to do..i need to get a hold of my self and just let things flow. i hope this label wont mess anything up. 


world around me seems to move in all directions
forces pull 360 degrees having a tight grasp on me
this time needs to be different
has my mind been polluted after everything
shake these feelings off my love
it needs to be different, i am different
but how... these thoughts
emotions and feelings
keep crawling back and fourth
this comfortable feeling 
the memory of the emotion
colors spark into my mind love.
your voice speak, letting out hues and contrast
let me paint this picture for you.
dark night....fireworks
your different....
fireworks...  i try to pull you closer and you just stand there... 
the silhouette of our millions of cells
this is bad.. this is bad....


please:( let this stop. head first...
way to many times....
this time..this short time.. i feel like my hand pulls back
 standing in such a messed up world..
chest cavity open.... heart barley making it...


only thing left that i can protect please..... stop ..please.

80th Post!!

Such a freaking FANTASTIC day. World, you should know that today was a good day. Dancing, not doing homework... I feel like a kid.


I haven't felt like blogging lately, but it is all good. I need to set some rules up for my self. 

• do my hw (neatly) 
• make my life filled with happy-non ugly people
• push my rebellion a bit farther
• make this kid happy as can be. you are worth it 

ok im bored, and i should stop bashing on people. lets be nice. cause my life is great. lets love everyone and just put the past into a hole.

my anger is in a purple balloon. 1...2...3...let it go. WHOOSH

<3 <3

Day 3,4,5.

Day 03 — Your favorite television program
Day 04 — Your favorite book
Day 05 — Your favorite quote


Day 3:
 Favorite television program:
       Adventure Tim

Day 4:

 Favorite book:

       The Pillars Of The Earth/ World Without End- Ken Follett

Day 5:

 Favorite quote:

 The way I see it, if you want the rainbow, you gotta put up with the rain.

-Dolly Parton

That was so satisfying

*Chills. i fucking love this. Get angry one moment and fucking want to slowly rip back someones skin and pull the fibers from your muscles and dump acid on your open wounds. rubbing sand paper against your bones.... shit if i said anything more the police would start looking after me as a serial killer... oh god. oh god.

Bible Lit. Homework!!!

I think it is cute >.<
I am so tired, it is unbelievable. 

Shit.

Is it hard to ask to borrow something of mine that cost 800 bucks. be cautious and ask me before or i feel like i can't leave my baby there with you anymore.