I vent.

I am sorry to myself I vent on this public place. half the feelings go before i post. you know, just people need a place to let everything go. Like a breath or a balloon. let it go...
i will say things i dont mean. 




i try to hold my breath to get the feelings of able to control what comes in and out.






i apologize. my thoughts are as messy as my emotions.


i need to find a home in one emotion.
why does my life run on this emotion.














i miss you